Ok, I dunno the rules about blogging, or if it's kosher to post two in one day, but I have things weighing on my mind...so I'm going for it.
I'm nervous. My line of work has never proposed itself to be longstanding, although my experiences have always led me to have steady employment. My dad always tells me that the world of seismic I've been living is a dream, and it's not the norm, and I should be more prepared for months and months without work. Ok, so this scares the crap outta me. Yes, I have been pretty dilligent about saving money so I can 'prepare' myself for these times when I have no work, but I guess for all my bravado I have a paranoid personality. Or maybe I'm just easily overwhelmed by the thought of having bills and responsibilities with no means to pay for them. Or maybe these 2 things are one and the same.
Regardless, I am feeling the job I am on currently is drawing to a close and I begin to worry again about where my next paycheck is coming from, or where I am going to be able to find another job at. I fear I have grown accustomed to the life I lead now, and my nice salary and I am scared of how my life may be otherwise. But then I remember that I haven't always had this job, or made the kind of money I do now, and I survived...more than that I had fun just as I have fun now..and that's what I think I need to focus on.
I'm funny, I just realized that I both expressed my paranoia and gave myself a pep talk all in one blog. Maybe I should look up blog rules on the internet later...so I know exactly which ones I'm breaking!
1 comment:
That's the beauty about blogging - there aren't any set rules. (o: And it's amazing the clarity and motivation that stems from blogging as well - see you feel better about your job thing already.
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