Today is Wednesday

Wow! Where do I start? Well, I got offered a job from Microseismic..and NO I am not afraid to put their name on here. I was promised a job, and given my pay scale, and told that after I passed their drug/background screens I would get hired and compensated for moving expenses. Because, I felt I had nothing to worry about on that front, I moved my family to Katy, TX and put in my 2 weeks notice at my other position. Sounds great right? Well, it WOULD have been great if the company hadn't taken back their offer! OH MY I was LIVID! Here I was, with no job or income, and a brand new apartment and all kinds of bills coming my way.
I'm still there by the way, but my livid has taken a backseat to my peace. I don't know how, and I don't know when..and I'm still anxious for m time to time, but I believe everything is going to be alright and I am going to get a job the RIGHT job when it is time. I am trying to forgive Microseismic and their butthead people that promised me one thing one day and took it all back the next...but it's just not happening for me yet. Maybe when I get a job and find out it was perfect, I'll be able to say no big deal, no harm done. But for the time being, I'm so mad that they left me and my family out in the cold it's hard to go about the task of forgiving them. PLUS, they have no regard for me or my family. So I'm vacillating between being totally fine with not having a job, and knowing everything will be okay..and being mad at Microseismic for leaving me without the availability to take care of my family. I am apparently complicated! Maybe with all this free time on my hands (not really, cause I'm job hunting A LOT) I will be able to get a grip on my multiple personalities regarding this...but probably not :).