You know, it has not been my best year ever. Definitely not the most exciting one. I feel like I am alienated by everyone and everything that I have ever known and loved, and I'm out on my own. I hate that feeling. I hate feeling alone and unsupported. Tim loves me and he supports me, but my family would rather me not even be in the picture the way it feels. They would rather celebrate things without me, and just get on without me.
Maybe I'm beibng overly sensitive, or have some kind of pregnancy hormones going on, who knows? All i know is how I feel right now. And I feel like my family could care less whether I was here or not and whether or not I am thriving or dying. They have moved on without me they don't need me. And I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself, but I don't know how to move on. I fail.
Friday, May 29, 2009
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